History

Okay I guess I will tell you a bit of my history, I was born in Portmoody BC and lived there till I was 8 years old, then we moved to Kelowna BC were I lived till I was 18, when I was half way through my 18th year we moved to Vernon BC and I haven't left to this day.  From the age of 3 till I was 8 living in Portmoody I lived with a horrible truth of being abused by the next door neighbor, I believe that is when my anxiety began and the voice in my head came to visit and haunt me to this day. To live with abuse from such a young age is such a terrible horrible nightmare and for me having the person who abuse me be only 2 years older makes this all the more a tragedy because for her to know what she was doing to me someone had to be doing these things to her it's a cycle I refused to carry on and pass on to other children so for me I knew at a very young age I didn't want to have children, when I got older with a lot of therapy and self help courses I did change my mind but unfortunately for me kids were just not something I would be blessed with. I thank goodness that I am blessed with many nieces and nephews and 2 god children, it's not the same as having my own but it does come very close.  I'm not sure just how much I should write about my life I guess I can write what I want to share and if you want to read it it's here, I won't be putting any names other then my own, for now I am going to take a breath and let the memories pass on by and tomorrow I will begin again...

Well this is embarrasing

Hi I have been away for so long to be honest I forgot I even had this blog page but I am back and will try and keep it going this time.  I guess I will start with telling you all that I still have rabbit's but I only have 3 now, I am very happy to say that the rabbit's in Vernon are under control I haven't had a surrender for 2 years now and although I miss taking care of the baby's and watching them grow I am very glad at my age to not have so many to clean up after anymore.

Dec

Wow very long time since I have wrote here, seems like so much has happened in my life but can only remember a bit, all my rabbit's are doing well I have , Jefferson, Lizzy, Marcus, Ricey, Harley, Deagan and Kirk short for Kirplunkathunk lol, this winter I moved the doves into the barn with them so I only had to heat one area and it seems to be working out great except I have to cover the doves at night or they will coo all night long because of the light from the heat lamps lol, I still have the budgies and finches in the house, had a lady who wanted to take them but it didn't work out, they are all getting old and I didn't want them to go to just anyone in case they just got tired of them and got rid of them so guess they are here till they aren't, This year I rescued a love bird called Jimmy, I was asked to take him cause some one had dropped him off and the person couldn't keep him, he was so skinny and in such a dirty cage I cried for him, got him home and washed all his things in his cage but I had to wean him from his cover because it was covered with nicotine, he went through withdrawal so bad but we made it through and he is doing great so good that I got him a girl friend wow that was a task in a half took them 4 months before they could be together, Jimmy was so attached to me he was not happy at all but I assume he got over that because they have laid 5 eggs lol, I will be pinning the eggs because there are so many lovebirds without homes and I won't be irresponsible and add more but very glad they are happy with each other. It is winter time here and my depression is just out of reach of me but so far I have held it off, pills seem to be working very good for me and I am happy to say that work has helped big time, I am still working at Chevron for 3 day's a week but have had a huge change that I never thought I would want but I have started to do the books and banking and I love it, I know shocked the heck out of me to lol, in the near future I will also be trained on the computer work and I can't wait. So life is going much better these days, I still have the most wonderful hubby who has more patience then a saint, he is a blessing every day to me. Oh I almost forgot we also have a cat  named Teto but I call her TT she has been another blessing and curse at the same time hahahaha  she is such a suck at night she will yell at me when it is time for bed and I have to go lay down with her for at least  10 min then she will go to her own bed and sleep that's all fine and dandy but while she snuggles with me she likes to rub her wet nose all over my chin and licks my face and if I turn my face away she will grab it with her paw and turn it back hahahaha after that she pushes her head under my chin into my neck and snores  I love her so much I put up with all of it, on a rare night she will climb into the bed and snuggle to my back and knead my back then she wraps her paw over my neck like a hug and will fall asleep, I tell ya she has brought so much to my life especially since I said no more cats after Skwert passed, now that is another story one I will try and write about in the next few day's,  Love and Light All.....