Good Day Today

So today was a good day I went and got cat food, bird food and carrots for the bunny's and stopped in at a friends for a visit came home 4 hour later hahahahaha, as soon as I walked in the door my hubby say's did you get lost lol and then he tells me to go have a shower cause I stink, I mean how rude is that hahahaha I actually did stink only because both my friends smoke and we both don't but I was happy to put up with the smoke so we could sit and visit for awhile because even though they live just a few min away we don't get to see each other much, because of lack of money I don't get to take the car very much to save the gas for my hubby to get to work so this was a treat for me, but you can tell we haven't talked for a while lol I just hope I didn't talk there ears off to bad, but when you don't see each other very often it's like you have to talk and talk and talk. I am very blessed to have such good friends that understand that leaving the house for me is very difficult some times so when they can they come to visit me but on good days it's nice to be able to drive across town and have a good chat just wish we could do it more often. I wish I could have a Kraft day at my house every month so I can visit with my friends more but they all have lives and things to do so it never seems to happen but summer is coming so maybe we can get together for a couple drinks and sit around the fire now that sounds like heaven right now.... 

Update on T.T.

So our cat is feeling a bit better she is walking around more and staying awake longer so happy about that,
T .T. is a very large cat I have never weighed her cause we don't own a scale but let's put it this way I can't carry her for more then a few minutes well I have a picture let me post it,  this is her favorite spot to sleep when she isn't in bed with us. This is a picture after being on diet food lol   so is not working so our income tax is coming and as soon as it get's here we are going to the vet again and see if maybe it is her thyroid or diabetes or ?  she isn't a young cat but we would like to keep her with us as long as we can without her being in pain, we will decide what to do after her visit I hate to say it but if she is going to be in pain and struggling to live then we need to put her needs before ours even though it will hurt so bad if she goes I love her way to much to make her suffer for me.  T.T. is kind of a rescue, the person who had her is a good friend of mine and she just wasn't in the right home so I asked her to bring her over a few Xmas's ago, when she got her she was so heavy she couldn't do the stairs so she stayed upstairs with the birds was okay cause she had 2 big rooms to go in and the hall to watch people come in and out the house. The third day she was here I came upstairs and came into our bedroom and she hissed and screamed at me and went after my feet so I grabbed the mop and shoved her out the door and slammed it shut after her, I am sure the jester didn't phase her but made me feel good hahahahaha, I didn't talk to her the rest of the day then about 8 pm that night I was laying on the couch with my hand hanging over the edge and I felt her rub her head on my hand and licked it and then turned around and slowly walked up the stairs, I guess I was forgiven hahahaha  we have been inseparable ever since. This last week has been very stressing for me with her being sick my hubby and I traded nights to sleep on the floor with her, I know just a bit spoiled lol, that lasted for 3 nights then I decided that was enough of that and just put our box spring and mattress on the floor so now she can use her one step and get on the bed with us, before our bed was up high so she had 5 steps to get on and I was afraid she might fall off and hurt herself  so the bed isn't all that comfortable for us but what can you do, we will put up with it cause we love her.  Every night she calls me and we go to bed and snuggle for about 10 min then she gets down and goes and sleeps on my re bounder, after she leaves I can get up and she doesn't care but if I don't give her the snuggles I don't hear the end of it all night hahahahahaha.

Wake up and smell the morning

I can hardly keep my eyes open today I had one of my not going to sleep nights so was up till midnight slept till 3:30 am and was up till 8 am then slept till 9:30 am so I have no idea how I am going to function today but I have to suck it up because I have to work in the co-op office today for 2 hours, think I will be taking some hot tea with me cause it is raining and cold out again, I am so ready for spring being that I have S.A.D. the winter is a very difficult time for me I fight my depression for the months and pray I make it through without to much struggle and I must say this year was the best winter I have had in about 4 years but even so I am biting at the bullet to get out in my garden and play. We have lived in the co-op for 14 years this summer and before living here I never had a garden, I have learned so much still have a long way to go but I am really liking what I have done so far, this year I want to add some color and I am also making a herb garden I can't wait. When we moved into the co-op our neighbor was a huge help for me she would come over and tell me over and over what kind of plant is that and what do I do to help it grow is it a weed or flower lol, this last year she passed away and I can't say how much I miss her and her hubby I think of them often, this will be the first summer without her help and advice or our special visits we had gossiping and telling secrets to each other but my hubby and I are planting a tree in our yard not just for her but for all our gone but not forgotten group, I'm not sure what kind of tree to get I want something that will stay small and not have a lot of scent I would love to plant one of those apple salad tree's that stay short and produce 3 or 4 different kinds of apples in one tree, I think I will try and get one of them at least being a small tree we can do the organic spraying our self and have wonderful fruit.I will see if I can post a couple pictures of my yard before and after,  later I will post the updates on what I will do this year....

The garbage pail is were I put all my weed's and rabbit poop and it cooks all year to be added the next year, there will be some changes done this year but it's coming along I think.....