I'm Back lol

well here I am still don't have a computer as of yet it is coming soon but Tim managed to fix my notebook thank god, it's been hell living without a computer, thank fully I have a key to the office so I can go and check my mail and stuff out there but what a pain in the ass having to leave the house but so far my notebook is doing great so back to writing and reading. The other day I had to go and get my pills filled and while I was sitting there waiting I started a new book so far I really like what I wrote so maybe I will have another book done. I also put another poem in a contest and I won so that was a great surprise won't find out if I win any cash for a couple months would be nice. Another huge thing happened the Ecap program came and put in our new fan and furnace this last week, was a huge deal for me, I am so grateful my hubby was off and home because I was a mess, I couldn't sleep the night before and to top it off I was sitting in my hubby's office watching a tv show and a mouse came wondering in so that made me even more upset so most of the day I spent in our bedroom cause I just couldn't deal with the noise and the smell but it is done now and I am so glad he turned it on to how how fast the house will heat up and wow does it have power, going to be a warm winter this year and cost will be way down also, hubby is excited about that part the most lol. He was so good he could see I was having anxiety so he said for me to go lay down I was amazed that I slept through the noise and funny thing is apparently Dean had a nap while Dave was working away lol. What a great bunch of guy's I was so full of anxiety but the two guys that came and put the fan in were so nice they put me at ease right away and they also got the job done in an hour and a half not 3 hours, said mine was the easiest job they have done as of yet so was good for both of us for sure. Funny because they said when they come back to put the other fans in at the co-op they are going to stop in and say hi lol, I sent in a very good report for all of them sure was nice to have people understand and be so patient with me. So tonight I was sitting watching tv and I hear the mouse trap snap so I go and have a look and he got away again but I could tell he got hurt, a few minutes later he comes walking out and just headed for the back door so I called Dean to come and catch him he put him in a container and I took him outside to set free that's when I found out he had lost an eye I cried just feel so horrible about it, but I can't have them in the house and I can't afford to get a humane trap think this will be with me for a few days the poor thing but damn it this is my house lol. I think I will go and write a couple pages before my notebook gets to warm to run but sure feel good to be back...

It's a very sad day in my world

So a few days ago I was writing more on my book and our computer just shut down, I tried and tried to start the damn thing and nothing so I asked my computer guy to have a look and the hard drive is fried arrrggggg, I have a small notebook that I use to read books and write sometimes so I have been using that till I can get the computer fixed, a couple days ago the damn notebook died so I am sitting in the office writing this and hoping no one catches me hahahahaha well it doesn't matter I won't get in shit but this so sucks big time, every time I want to check my mail I have to walk out here thank god I have this one available because I do a lot of co-op stuff on my computer. My comp guy will put one of my old hard drives in the comp and look at the notebook but the problem is I don't have a license anymore, this year on my birthday it expired and I don't have the money to get a new one and asking my hubby to drive me or to drop it off is like walking on glass with bare feet just not going to happen. So here I sit I am so fricken pissed that I didn't get a computer with the income tax but Dean's comp got fixed and so I thought I could wait another year so we could get caught up on bills and stuff but just my luck this happens lol. I will live there are way worse things that could happen but I sure miss being able to just go to my office and be on the computer from the comfort of my home. It's kind of funny but I have noticed that because I have to come out here to use the computer I hardly bother with it lol, if it's a hot day and it has been I am not going to come out here and roast in the office just to check my mail just not worth it. So I may be away for a few days pray for me hahahahaha no really I could use some good luck about now, ohhhhh I almost forgot a good friend of mine came over yesterday and gzve me his old computer to use till I can get mine going, I hooked it up and it wouldn't load I was like well that figures that's my luck, then I was talking to him and he says check to see if I left a game in and it is trying to boot from that, well sure enough it was, man did I feel like an idiot lol, so I have a computer to use for a bit but now I can't figure out how to get it hooked to the net lmao, it's been so long since I have had to do anything like that so I am trying to figure it out I may have to call telus to walk me through it lol, but I have said this before I have the best of friends that come to the rescue when I need them, I am hoping I can get Tim to pick up my computers from Dean's work and take them home and fix them cause I am ever so grateful for the use of this computer but I also am a bit worried what if something happens to it and I can replace all the pics and music and such, so I am stuck but for today I have so much to do in my yard I won't have time to worry about it till later tonight then we shall see if my brain kicks in to hook me up hahahahaha  don't count on it I won't hahahahahahaha

Ouch

So I have a ouchy ass lol, I got the new ride on mower here and had to test it out the last 2 days because the store I got it from asked me to do a test run and then comment after, so the mower is so cool I love how easy it is to drive, takes turns so much better then the last one we had and cuts the lawn perfectly, the only problem I have with it is the tires are so new that the bumps all over the yard I felt 3 times more and a couple hours after I was done I noticed that my back and legs and ass are very sore, I think I will have to get some kind of cushion for the seat till my body gets used to it, I am glad that I don't have to mow now for a while because there is no way I could go out and do more for the next week. The next thing I have to do is put the old mower up for sale as parts and get it out of here cause things tend to sit around here for a long period of time before anyone does anything about them. There are a couple people here that may want to buy it themselves to use and I all good about that cause whatever they mow I still get paid for the job lol. We also had the dump trailer here this weekend, I was thinking there wouldn't be all that much to put in but it was full in 15 min, so I asked if they can come and dump it and leave it here for the weekend, haven't heard from them and it is way to hot for me to go and check if they came or not. I am feeling not so good from being in the sun today so been in the house, I got a load of dishes from the trailer that someone was throwing away, got half washed but I can't stand any longer to wash more maybe tonight when it is cooler. I think I am going to go lay down and put my legs up for a bit I am a bit worried about how I am going to feel tomorrow, I would go have a hot soak but not sure I will be able to get up again. There is a mouse checking out my back porch little bugger I need to set my traps up again maybe tomorrow I will feel up to doing that. I got some sleeping aid from the dollar store took one the night before and woke up with a bit of a headache so didn't take any last night, might try tonight and see what happens and the mouse is back tapping my window has no effect now the little bugger are not afraid of anything tomorrow we will see who wins the fight lol....