It's raining

It's raining again not a lot but still raining, so happy we have had all our windows open and doors the house is smelling so good right now, only thing is I am cold hahahahaha but that is okay I can put a sweater on just so good to not smell strong smoke. All the kids are outside playing sounds so good to hear them having fun again. I haven't checked on the fires today I just don't feel like I could handle disappointment today so I will just be happy with the rain and hope it has helped. Today I slept in again not happy with this not sleeping crap so I have started back on my sleeping pills for the next month, I have to my thinking and walking well basically everything is messed up from lack of sleep so it is time to kick it in the ass, I need to get it under control so I can enjoy what the rest of summer has to give before winter kicks in and then I have to start fighting my way through winter blues but this year I have a plan I am going to turn on my mood light early this winter and I am also back on my vitamins plus our house is going to go through a huge change in diet because my hubby just found out he is diabetic, we go to the doctor next Wed to find out what we have to change in his diet. I will say that I am so proud of him already because he has cut himself down from almost 3l of coke pop to a small bottle of diet coke a day, so he has been amazing, there is half a regular coke in the fridge and he hasn't touched it, I think this scared him big time and although I wouldn't wish this scare on anyone I am also glad because he has changed his attitude and has been so much nicer and pleasant to be around, I am sure that also has to do with him going back on his mood pills and blood pressure pills, couldn't have happened at a better time I tell ya. Today I had a can of salmon with a bit of salt and pepper on crackers and it was so good but I am having a lot of taste back but not to bad, it's been so many years that I haven't been able to eat tuna or salmon because it just tasted like tin to me but since I have changed my diet so much and also changed my shampoo to the no sulfur kind I have been able to eat it, that is a good thing because hubby also loves tuna not so much salmon because he doesn't like the bones but he loves tuna on a salad or in a bun so we will be eating fish again more and I am very happy about that I have missed it so much. All my animals are having such a good day I can hear them running around in the barn and the doves are singing, my neighbors chickens are singing and even the cows across the street are mooing lol what a little rain does is amazing. I think I am going to get some socks on and runners and go for a walk a bout, enjoy being outside without fighting to breath. Hope this rain keeps coming and everyone is safe, thinking of everyone who is in the area of the hurricane be safe and sound......