Depression sucks

Hi well It's been like forever since I have been here a lot has happened with me and the bunny's. This winter was very hard on all of us I lost 2 rabbit's Oscar died from nemonia and Bunbun passed from cancer, was very difficult on me to say the least.  This winter my depression got the best of me big time, I lost my job and almost lost me, I was a nanny for a family with 2 kids who I love with all my heart, not sure what started my depression to kick in but it seldom needs a reason, I started to have major panic attachs again and couldn't sleep, the damn voices started about a month into it, way to much to write here but I got to the point that I just didn't trust myself to be home alone, thank goodness I have the best hubby in the world and he did all he could do to make me feel human lol, I ended up having to adjust my pills was on 2 welbutrin pills a day then doc added another pill to stop the tremors and the voices but I should of waitted to see my own doc cause she put me on the wrong pills instead of lowering the anxiety it raised it big time, I couldn't leave my house was so bad. Went back to my doc and had pills changed was doing better then got shingles and found out that I am alergic to the new pills, so I am now only taking one welbutrin pill a day and a anti alergic med to stop the itching and pain, not sure what will happen from here on out but my depression is back under control and am feeling much better about things just crossing my fingers it stays this way cause I don't know were to go from here. I tell you though if I didn't have my hubby and my pets  I wouldn't  have a clue were I would be they kept me busy and when I felt really bad I just went and sat with the bunny's or the birds and the love they give me held me through the bad times. I still am not able to work full time yet I am working one day a week at Chevron and I love it would like to have more hours there, I would so like to work from home doing computer things but so many scams out there don't have a clue what to look for. Today I am cleaning the barn and getting ready to drop off a couple doves to there new home, also looking for a new home for my budgies but I am so picky that may be difficult lol, well not sure if anyone will read this but if you do hope you and your family are well....