What is that smell?

So I came across a mix to help grow nails and make them stronger but omg what a smell lol, you take a clove of garlic minced, 3 Tbs of lemon juice add to some warm water, soak your nails for 20 min then you wash your nails and in another bowl you put olive oil and soak for another 10 min, do this for 7 day's and you should see growth, so I tried it last night and I was fine for the first fife min then the lemon got into a cut I had omg but I kept my fingers in cause I want nails damn it, so I wash my hands after and still they stink like crazy but I love garlic so I don't mind, then I soak in the oil and that feels good but they didn't say to wash your hands after so I just rinsed and then put on some oatmeal hand lotion well you can imagine the smell, my hubby came over and says hey what did you make it smells good hahahahaha he wasn't impressed at all, in the morning I woke to my nails feeling weird not bad weird just like they have hardening polish on so hey maybe it is doing what it is supposed to guess I will see in 6 more days. Xmas is over not a big deal for me we didn't do anything as usual every year I say I am going to put some money away for Xmas but it gets used before Xmas comes oh well we have our Xmas with our income tax that's when the fun comes but this year we are going to try and get a car so won't have a lot to spend but will be good to have a car that has lights again and a muffler lol, ours hasn't had one for almost 3 years. This sure isn't the life I thought I was going to have such a struggle but what the fuck right we have a home to live food and bills are now paid up so I am grateful for that more then I can say. I did manage to get my hubby some slippers for Xmas, he was so excited I laughed didn't tell him I got them from the dollar store who cares if they only last a couple months at that price I can get more later. I of course found out my kid isn't coming home for a few days, she said she can't afford it I totally understand that but really I wasn't getting my hopes up for it cause I expected this to happen well at least she is consistent hahahahaha. So for a treat I got some of those Xmas oranges that were in the discount bin just had 4 in a bag well I ate 2 about a week ago and thought hey I got away with eating them but four days later sores in my mouth and I still have a couple just so not worth it, sucks cause I love oranges what the hell is going on with my body every year something more gets added to the can't eat that list, if I had the money I would go see this doc in kelowna that reads your body and tells you what is going on, she has helped my brother many times but it costs to much who has eighty bucks to just spend on that. I got myself fife dollars of scratch cards for Xmas and won zip like every year, I think I won three bucks a few Xmas's ago, maybe next time I will go the the casino and spend it on the slot games, I played about seven years ago I spent about fife bucks and won eighty grabbed it and ran to the shoe store and got new sneakers hahahahaha my friend is like no keep playing ya no way I needed shoes and sometimes I do know to stop when the getting is good. Well I guess I should start my day it is 1pm already and I haven't done hardly anything yet, most exciting news today is I slept last night for I think seven hours straight, I know I am in shock sure hope this is the turning of being able to sleep again cause after three months of lack of sleep sure has taken a toll on my health, I totally understand how some have accidents or forget things I have been a mess for months but today I feel great so think I will go for a walk in the snow till I fall down and have to come back in hahahahaha. 

Bunny Fun

It's been a long time since I have wrote about my bunny's so I thought I would grace my page with bunny fun. As some already know I have 3 bunny's living with us, they have been in the house this winter because of my health being so bad right now I can't go out in the cold to much and also we can't afford to heat there barn, so both them and the doves are in for the winter and so far things are going well. Kirk has always been the one who does all the binking around and showing off but since they have been in the house Sammy has taken over, it's so cute to see the smallest bunny being in charge, it doesn't help that he is a lion head so way to cute to be tough but he makes do. Last night he mounted Ricey was the first time I have ever seen him do that she of course she just ignored him and I told him to stop and for once he listened to me, all my bunny's are fixed so this action wasn't for mating it was to show dominance and if I catch it happening I put a stop to it right away and if it continues I usually hold the bunny till it gives in to my dominance and then we are all good to go, but since I only have 3 left I don't step in because they settle it themselves but I still clap and say no just to put my two cents in hahahahha. My neighbor went and got 3 straw bales for her chickens and then found out they weren't going to work for her set up so gave them to me, it's helped me so much I can clean the litter side of there cage every three days and no smell at all, thankfully Sammy trained the others to use the one box so saves me for cleaning. The only problem is I am having a bit of trouble with the hay and straw being in the house, I have had a cough since they came in and it's not just from them my health has been very weak in the past three months so I of course catch everything floating around, and then my hubby gets it and I start to feel better then I get it back from him and around and around we go, so it hasn't been a very good winter for me at all, I hate being sick for Xmas but I knew it was coming because my body was starting to shut down but I just keep fighting nothing else I can do, I can't take any other meds because of the pills I am on already, can't take a antihistamine to help about all I can do is take extra vitamins and drink a lot of juice and that is were the lack of funds come in so what can you do. Hot tea with honey seems to help so I think I will go fix some for me and head to bed the more rest I can get the better, at least I have started to sleep six hours straight and some times I can go back to bed an hour later and sleep a couple more so that has made a huge improvement, thank goodness because tomorrow is cleaning day for cages maybe I will wear a mask and see if that helps.....

Very low day today

I had such a horrible night last night, I think I have hit my all time low today, I haven't been sleeping very well for a few months now and last night was my breaking point, yesterday I realized that I haven't been taking my pills I missed two days so I know that things are not good right now, last night my legs were jumping from restless legs so bad I tried 3 hot baths, ice rub and even pounded on my knee's to numb them cause I was so exhausted I needed to sleep so bad and all I could do is lay down and groan all night. I finally got so pissed off I took two sleeping pills and it still took me an hour of jumping legs to fall asleep so today I am a mess, been crying all day and can't do anything because I start something and forget what the hell I was doing. I have tried 4 times to write just all this and think I better give up because it is hurting my head to much, think I will maybe just go back to bed and sleep as much as I can at this point if I don't get some sleep I will be in the hospital cause I can't take anymore of this crap.

Wonderful just fricken wonderful !!!!!

Here I am having actually a good day a bit tired from yet lack of sleep but moods are good so I have been getting some Xmas stuff done, picked up a couple small gifts for hubby not a lot yet for him but something and I also got my kid a gift just in case she does show up, now I just have to wrap and put them under the tree but will do that tomorrow morning because tonight I am working on my book so things are going good, till wait for it, it can't be, your kidding right? I can hear a motor from a large truck sounds like it is just outside our door I thought oh next door is having a package delivered so expected it to go away soon, ten min later it is still running so I go and have a look to see if someone is stuck or what the heck is going on, and guess what it is, it's a city truck at our entrance driveway because the city's water line they just put in 2 years ago blew, flood after flood of water comes running down into our lot and makes a wonderful ice rink in the driveway, thank god it's not at our end but still a bummer for the others, so I get a phone call and one of the people from that end went and got some de icer and charged it to grounds, that's cool sounds great to me but the reason they called me is because they wanted me to go throw it on the ground? I am like you have got to be kidding me they went and picked up 2 bags of the stuff but can't walk the 7 steps to the end of there carport and throw it on the ground? needless to say I didn't call them back so they called one of the guy's who lives here to go over and do it, I am all about helping everyone and I do more then my share but come on people that's what a co-op is all about putting your time in and taking care of the small stuff and why can't the 6 unit's at that end go out and spread it along there carports why do I have to walk down there and do it, I do spread salt or whatever we get at our end for the 7 unit's and I don't mind cause I am doing my carport so why not cover the others but just because I am head of grounds doesn't mean I have to wrap myself in warm clothes walk across all that ice to get to the carport that has the de icer in it and throw it on the ground, give me a friggen break. Most of the reason I didn't go and do it is because everyone here has been told that I am not dealing with co-op stuff for the next 2 months, there are 4 other people on grounds who have said not to bother me to call them because I need a break, if it was fall or summer time I probably would go and do it right away cause I like to help out but it's winter my hair was wet from the shower I just had and I was in a dress so no, no I will not stop doing what I was busy doing and run to throw some crap on the ground hahahahahaha. I plan on going to the next general meeting first one I have been to in awhile, I skipped 4 meetings cause I couldn't deal with shit so I am sure there will be some words fly my way, oh well shit happens. Well I guess I better get working on my book before I get out of the mood,,,,,chowwwww

Remember that roller coaster I was talking about?

hahahaha well today everything is roses, did I not say that would be the reaction I would get and yup after work he went food shopping came home with a load of food and was happy as shit lol, oh well that is a lot better then being a complete ass like yesterday. We sat down and talked about the car shit and we decided he is going to just drive our old car till it dies and put the money away till income tax and then we will look for a new car at least then we will have about 2000.00 to spend so I hope we can find something good, anything is better then what we have now with no muffler or lights lol, oh well what can you do when you have nothing but it will work out at least that is what I keep telling myself and if it doesn't well that to will be something lol. Listening to Xmas songs, had Jimmy my lovebird out for a bit but he was stinky so I asked if he wanted a bath and he flew back to his cage and is now splashing around lol, I think he understands when I say you are stinky cause he gets all excited for a bath. So you can't tell but I just had to restart this computer again, I am sure the motherboard is going on this one also, just pisses me off this will be the second one to do that, granted this was given to me to use, it is not new but was doing fine then bam now it doesn't want to let me do anything without freezing on me, oh well I guess I will put a copy of my stuff on a card before I loose it all again, sounds like a plan not what I wanted to do tonight but oh well shit happens hahahahaha

Crap just crap

So I wasn't going to blog today because my whole day has been just fricken shitty as hell, the only thing good about it is I slept in but from the moment I woke up and went down stairs my whole day went to shit, something and I mean something huge crawled up my hubby's ass and put him in a foul mood all day and I almost considered grabbing a 2/4 and fixing the problem. Everyone has there bad days and that is fine but when you take it out on your better half that fricken pisses me off. I walked around on egg shells all day every time he spoke to me it was to be snippy and smart mouthed and just down right mean, so I spent most of my day in my office upstairs just to keep away from him. So my day was boring as hell I did get some stuff put away and did 3 loads of laundry big deal just so not happy today at all, and you know what pisses me off the most is he thinks he was being funny the way he was talking to me says he was joking around with me, ya right no thanks I would prefer to not have someone say things to make me feel like I am the stupid one and belittle me, and that is joking around, he is sleeping thank god at least now I can go downstairs if I want. I can't stand it when someone who is bitchy and knows they are bitchy takes it out on others I certainly didn't piss in his cornflakes so fuck off already.  I know why he is having a bad day, it's because we found out our car isn't worth fixing would cost to much but I looked all over and found a lot of cars that are going cheap right now but I am done asking him about it, I don't care if he doesn't care that he will have to walk to work in the cold. Tomorrow he will come home from work and I bet he will be in a good mood and act like all of this didn't happen just like a man, they get over crap like this in no time and woman take days to get over it, oh well this too will pass as they say. I am not looking forward to Xmas at all just will be another day around here, I miss my family at least they all call me so I get to talk to them but sure wish I could spend Xmas with all of them, I am not even sure I will be cooking anything just not in the mood to do anything probably because of today and maybe it will pass, I sure hope so but not counting on it......

Wow Snow Crazy lol

Well I was asking for it and the snow is on it's way, today I dug out our winter tires and yes i know I am late as hell to put them on but I have had a vacation from life in the past few months so back off dude hahahahaha  as you can tell I am in a cheeky mood today, so I got all the tires on my dolly and dragged my ass around the house grunting and groaning as I am pushing this crap through all this snow and laughing all the way as I am telling myself I told you you should have done this a month ago damn it hahahahaha  but  I made it to the carport, then I had this idea that I should pull out my electric snow plow and do some plowing, what a blast, I paid 25 cents for this plow about 4 or 5 years ago and it still works great, it's not for big jobs just sidewalks and clearing out the mounds the plow has put at the end of my carport and it works great I do 3 carports and I would do more but my cord only reaches that much lol. So today was good I had a good time clearing snow and it wasn't all that cold out earlier in the day but now it is getting closer to 4 pm and I can tell it is colder and I will have to go do another plow before it gets to much later or it will be to much to plow in the morning so I am trying to get off my ass and go do it but I have a cup of hot chocolate coffee infront of me and a warm sweater and sweats on 2 pairs of socks so I am so nice and warm  lol, oh well I better get doing it before my friend get's here to change our tires over. I am not sure what time he is coming over I hope it is not to late cause I hate to have him working in really cold weather, I should have had it done awhile ago but as I said shit happened with my health and the cat and stress, hubby said he had to glide through the intersection today on his way to work because he wasn't stopping so I guess it has to be done. He always worries about me driving in the snow but I have never had an accident and he has had 2 so I am not to worried about me, I worry more about all the other drivers and there stupid thing of  oh I have a huge truck so I can go faster and still stop on a dime ya right ass the faster you go the heavier the truck the farther you slide idiot. Okay I am going this is me off to plow I will come back and write some more as soon as my hands thaw hahahahahaha

Not sure about half and half

So haven't wrote for a bit it's been awhile since I have been able to sit long enough to write anything just because my nerves have been on the edge of a sharp knife the past week but today I am feeling a bit better not sure why but I am. Maybe it's because something happened and pissed me off so much I got furious and kind of blew up all over the house lol. Not going to write what happened let's just say that someone I know who lives for drama and when everything is running good turns around and causes shit just because they can decided to shit on my day thinking that because I haven't been up to par as they say that it would just pass on by me and I wouldn't react well they turned out to be a big mistake apparently I am feeling much better then I imagined so I kicked ass and put them in there spot, I will be damned if someone is going to take advantage of the fact that I have been stressed out and need a break for 2 months, there are people here that do dick all all year and nothing is said about them at all but let's pick on Shannon who is kind and soft spoken is stressed and maybe we can add to her stress and throw her over the edge, not going to happen damn it!!!!!!. So I called a meeting and I am so happy to say that others on my board are taking over and dealing with this person and I am to ignore everything for the next month, that sounds great to me lol. Why do people go looking for shit, I can't be the only person that shit usually comes looking for me lol, well file that and move on lol.  So I did get some exciting news and I am trying not to get over excited because just in case it doesn't happen but as of today so far its a go that my kid is coming home for Xmas and I am so excited to see her, she is coming alone can't bring the kids with her but that's okay it will be so good to just sit and talk to her alone, and she is going to do my hair while she is here lol, I haven't decided if I am going to let her cut my hair but she is going to streak it for sure so I am so excited for that, I haven't had anyone do anything to my hair for over 10 years, I have cut my own hair for about 18 years now and yes I used to be a  hairdresser and still cut my friends hair now and then but even I appreciate it when someone else pampers me. Chelsie is half way through hair school so not sure if I can trust her work as of yet to cut my hair lol, I know it's just hair it will grow back and with the meds that I am on my hair grows so stinking fast it's not funny. OMG I am having a chocolate craving, all of a sudden think I will take a second and grab some calcium before my legs start to jump  brb.....oh great no calcium well tums it is then at least I will get some from that, maybe go have some milk. So my other exciting news is the car goes in the shop on wed and has a muffler put on that has been traveling in out trunk for 2 years and the lights are getting fixed and maybe an oil change will see how it is, our car doesn't burn oil so it might be okay till spring, then after that I am hoping to have the tires changed over to our winter tires that should have been done a month ago just nothing gets done around here unless I do it myself, but I am looking forward to hearing what our mechanic has to say about the car I just hope he doesn't say it isn't worth fixing cause then we will be stuck cause we have no money for even a cheap car, but I am not getting ahead of myself we will deal with it when the time comes and not sooner, what will be will be hahahahahahaha K think I need to go watch a show for a bit and relax and get ready for bed and sleep yes that's right I said sleep plzzzzzzzzz.....