It's to damn hot lol

To start off I am feeling better yahooooo lol, today I made home made burgers and I ate one and had no trouble so far, let me tell you I was starving lol I haven't ate anything for 3 days besides a few cherries and loads of cranberry juice and water, last night I felt the blockage at my hernia let go I was so excited was like xmas morning lol, so today for a treat I went to mcdonalds and got a vanilla ice coffee with no sugar for a buck and omg does it taste good, the caffeine I am sure is going to make me fly but I will enjoy the ride lol. So it's been kind of a ruff few days, I did figure out I think what was making me feel worse and it's killing me to say but I think the pina colada drink is what put me over the edge, because I am an idiot and didn't think about the sugars in the drink plus the sugar from my peach juice I mean duhhhhh lol so will stay away from that for a week or so and just mix it plain with ice and just not use so much and it should be fine I hope cause damn that tastes good. It's been very warm here so I got the bright idea to cook a turkey yesterday hahahaha I kept the stove fan on and it actually didn't heat up the house very much thank god, I would have waited to cook it but I took it out and had it thawing for 3 days in the fridge so I had to cook it, soon I am going to buy one of those slow roasters just like a big crock pot and then I can cook that kind of stuff in there but anyways in the end it was a good idea cause now I don't have to worry about Dean's meals for a few days and he is so excited to have turkey again lol, I aim to please yes I do hahahahaha, now for the funny part is I cooked it at 350 for 6 hours, 5 with the lid on and one with part off, we have a gas oven and I put the turkey breast down for the 5 hours then turn it over for the last hour and omg it is so good buttttt because I have had trouble with food I can't eat it hahahaha stupid head I know it is cooked well and Dean say's it is the best I have ever made but I can't get my head to agree so stupid how I go through this kind of crap and no matter how much I try and convince myself I go to have a bit and I can't but I ate the burger just fine I mean how screwy is that lol, but I will be patient because I know after all these years how my body works and in a couple days I will be able to eat some without having anxiety, so in the mean time I went and got me some red plumbs, apples and peaches some spinach and a salad mix so I am set for a week and really all I want is fruit and salad all summer, I could go without meat or potatoes all summer but Dean on the other hand no way in hell he will go for that hahahahahaha.  I got to ride the mower again I tell ya if I could I would put winter tires on that thing and drive it all year long it is so much fun lol, if it wasn't so old I would consider getting a blade for it but for now just mowing the lawn is good enough, was a good thing I took water with me this time and wore my hat cause it was hot as heck by the time I was done even got a bit of a burn. This morning I got smart and hooked up both my hoses to sprinklers and watered my whole back yard all at once lol by the time I got things set up to make sure it wasn't getting the rabbits or the chickens next door I was soaked down to my undies but it felt so good, so now all I have to do is turn on the water and  in a few minutes it's all done. I have been looking for a comfy chair for me to use outside I have about 15 of the plastic chairs but being as big as I am there not that comfy and I tend to lean back and one of these times the legs are going to break, what I want is something like a lounger but as a swing now that would be wonderful but I can't afford to make one let alone buy one unless I can find some free wood now that might be an idea not sure how I would make the stand for the swing part something like a swing set stand would work, I wonder how much a wooden stand costs that's all I would need I can build the chair myself lol I have a feeling I just found my next project lol, I think I will go have a look on the web and check it out, can't hurt to look well not that much any ways lol  ohhh this might be fun lol.....

Feel yucky

So not sure what is going on but I feel yucky inside, at first i though I was getting a bladder infection but well it doesn't hurt to pee lol and no blood but I feel like I have to pee all the time and my tummy is warm so been drinking cranberry juice like crazy and hoping to flush whatever it is out of me. I can't go see my doc till next Thursday so will see how I am tomorrow I may have to go to the clinic or hospital, hope not cause I hate that place. So today I didn't do to much I did go sort some papers just try and get my mind of the bathroom it seemed to help but tonight I am back to not feeling so great, maybe I have a slight flu I have no idea kind of sucks because there are cherry's to pick and they are so good this year oh well.Well that was a couple days ago and yesterday I started to feel a bit better but this morning I had a fever and chills and my head hurt like crazy so back in bed for me till about 1pm, I stupidly ate some supper last night and I shouldn't have so for the next few days I will be on liquids and bran muffins so I can pass whatever is bothering me and start things moving again. Totally sucks because I want to go to the dollar store hahahahaha but alas I will have to wait a few days yet. Hubby went and got me some bran muffins and they are so good I am having a hard time just eating one but I will see how I do with just one and maybe have another later this evening, I am weird that way I love bran could eat it everyday, I think I am going to invest in some muffin ingredients so I can make some and have them handy at all times, because of my diverticular disease I should have some every day and I just haven't been able to afford to get stuff but I made 90 bucks this last week so think I will get a few things. It is raining and a bit cool out right now smells so nice but think I should put a sweater on maybe curl up on the couch and watch a show. Hope this isn't a flu oh well guess I will miss out on the cherry's again this year what can you do, still got plumbs and maybe some apricots to pick that will be great...

It's Stomping Tom Day lol

Woke up this morning to my rabbit's stomping loud ran to have a look cause usually that means there is a cat or deer in my yard or also could be kids, well I didn't see anyone or anything in the yard but I went outside and had a look to make sure, I almost peed my pants when I figured out what was Sammy's problem there was a mouse and a dove in his food and he was mad as heck didn't want to share lol I told Little Fart my dove to get out and man you should have seen the mouse go running,  Sammy goes over takes a few pellets and goes and lays down hahahahahaha bugger all that noise for that oh well what ever makes him happy and stops the stomping, he is such a small lion head but mad can he stomp his feet loud. Yesterday I had company over one of my friends from town and another from out of town, I was a bit nervous about it the night before I have no idea why my body just reacts and I roll with it lol, but was a great visit wish it was longer but still was great to see both of them and get caught up. I have been working still in the office sorting and filing papers, I am down to the last small pile of papers and then I will be done, I'm not sure if I am happy about that or not, not sure what I am going to do after this, I think I will get back into writing my book and maybe check out some courses again, I am still looking into working with horses I have a couple people that will allow me to go and groom and muck out stalls only have to find out how far away from me they live because of my issues I can't drive to far right now plus our car is not in the best of shape so I try to be careful with the poor old girl lol. I have a co-op meeting to go to on Tuesday evening so getting papers ready for that, I am a little apprehensive about going because of some issues between a few people but if it gets to stressed I will just excuse myself and leave. Been thinking about my birthday the last few days I will be turning the big 50 this year and I thought I was going to be fine about it but as it turns out I am having a hard time about it, I know my sister had a hard time when she turned 50 been thinking I might talk to her about it it's one of those bonding moments we can have lol but really might be good to hear how another person got passed it. Today I put some old songs on while I cleaned my office I was singing away till I noticed I had tears, it was one of the songs my mom sang all the time and I had a flood of memories hit me I had to sit down but was a wonderful moment remembering mom things. It's been months since I have heard from my kid, I have gotten passed the oh well that's life stage now I am starting the I miss her stage lol, I might get lucky and she will call me next month will have to wait and see. Well I think I am going to go for a walk about since the sun is still out find I sleep a bit better if I go walk a bit and soon I will be starting to jog again as soon as I get my new shoes but that's another day lol.....

May I have Another lol

Okay today I woke up with that saying going through my mind, my brother used to pick on me as brothers always do and he would take my hand and slap my own face and say to me may I have another and do it again and I would get so mad and laugh at the same time lol, funny how thoughts creep in like that. Maybe that is why I woke up with a headache lol ended up going for a hot bath and sleeping in there for 2 hours and now I feel great hahahahaha.  It is sunny so I am going to head outside for awhile there is also a bit of a breeze and it's not as hot today so think it is going to be a great day and can't wait to start it.....

OMG I love my air conditioner

lol the heat wave has arrived, it's so nice to have the sun but I can't stay out to long or I get sick, besides the fact I am very fair skinned my meds make me sensitive to the sun so I burn very fast and get heat stroke very fast so spring and fall are my best times of the year. Yesterday I spent 2 hours fixing up the tarps for the rabbit's and doves kind of makes my yard look tacky but it's only for 3 months then I can take them down again but anything to help them from getting so hot works for me, they also have a fan going all day and my hubby came up with a good idea last year, he drinks a lot of pop I know not a good thing but the plus is I have filled bottles of water and froze them so 2 times a day I take 3 bottles out and add them to there drinking water, keeps there water cooler and helps with the heat, I also put a couple bottles on the floor so they can snuggle up to them if they want but they usually don't they seem to be able to regulate there temps all by themselves thank god. This week we had some uninvited guests show up lol, I have caught 3 mice in the house, that's the most I have caught I usually have one come in each summer so I guess I have to go and do a search and find out were they are coming in from, I don't care if they are on my porch but I draw the line when they are in the house lol, to bad our cat is so fat she can't catch them but she did manage to chase the one back down stairs so way to go T.T. lol. I have decided that I am going to look into getting a pool, I don't want a big one just a small one to soak in, I am trying to convince the co-op to get one but so far I haven't gotten my way but I will keep trying lol. Someone told me to get an old claw tub and use that not sure my neighbours would like that idea lol, maybe I should get one of those huge water tubs for horses hahahahaha now that would be a sight lol. I have been thinking about going riding again, I miss riding horses so much haven't had the chance for many years now I am going to see if there is anyway I can get some therapy with horses I know it's out there just have to see if I can get support to give it a try. Some crazy fool is outside mowing there lawn lol, I don't mow mine for at least 3 months now cause it will burn off faster if it is short and I hate walking on crunchy lawn, at least I have a few months off from mowing the co-op's lawn soon it will also be burnt off for the summer cause we don't water the common area to save water. Well I think I will go have a shower and hang up my laundry no more dryer till a rainy day heats up the house way to much so I just hang everything, have a great day.....

Beautiful Day

I for the first time in a few months had a good sleep, didn't get to sleep till about midnight but slept like the dead till 9:30am so today I feel much better. Worked in the yard a bit yesterday but had to come in till late evening cause it was to stinking hot out there and today is supposed to be hotter so I am being careful to make sure I don't roast myself again, so far I have had heat exhaustion 3 times this year and we are just now getting into the hot times, last night I had to put the air on for the first time but only for a few minutes then I just opened everything up cause it is nice and cool at night yet. I have trouble with perfumes for the past 15 years I haven't been able to wear make-up or perfume without having breathing trouble for days after but I found this wonderful lotion at the dollar store it's a knock brand of oatmeal lotion and I love it the smell is very light and it leaves me so soft and for a dollar you just can't beat that, I also found a body wash with cocoa butter and OMG it smells so good lol.  I found a bike on the property when I was weeding the entrance we find a lot of bikes left here just dumped off probably after they are stolen think I will call the police and see if anyone reported it, already put a few ads out that I found it. Well I better get a few things done before it get's to hot for me to go outside, enjoy this wonderful weather while we all can.....