Clagon take me away hahahahaha

I have done all I can do it is up to others now hahahahaha ya I wish, I have so much I still have to figure out and get through life is just not that easy and nor should it be but I sure could go for less stress and more clarity as I am sure others would love also. It's summer and I mean it is summer the next 2 months in the Okanagon  it will be hot hot hot lol, I don't mind except that I tend to have to stay inside and look forward to the days it might rain so I can venture out for a bit and not get heatstroke in the first hour of being out. I usually tend to lose weight in the summer because I just don't want to eat anything except fruit and some veggies anything cold or I end up eating late in the evening when it has cooled down. I am fighting dehydration for the last 3 days and I can feel I am winning but not because I am happy about it lol I thank goodness that I have peppermint  tea or I wouldn't get any water in me. Today I planned on going to mow but I just can't handle the heat today so I have put it off for a day, not a big deal pretty soon I won't be able to mow because the grass will be burnt off but would be nice to get at least 2 more in this season just for the fun of it. I swear the weather is influencing everyone's mood  because we have a lot of short tempered people around me right now including my hubby, I can't blame him he is tired and hot as much as everyone so it's a bit like walking on egg shells here. I think today will be a good day to put the sprinkler on and let the kids run and play, if I wasn't so grossed out about the beaches I would see if I could get a ride and go for a dip but there is way to much crap and garbage in the lakes and plus I haven't the strength to be around a lot of people, some day I swear I am going to get myself a big horse rubber drinking bin and fill it with water and just lay in it in my back yard lol now that would make my neighbors laugh for sure and laughter around here would be nice cause there are way and I mean way to many hot heads in this place right now everyone wants to talk at once and no one is listening. Maybe a nap will help put the air on and veg for a bit who knows I may even feel well enough after to go play with the bunny's for a bit.

Slept through this day

I had the worse night ever legs jumping and cramping tummy cramping and fever and pain, went to have a hot bath at 3am settled a bit then got out went to bed and woke up at 2pm the next day, I think the stress of the last 2 months finally caught up to me, all this crap with the co-op and then our car dying and dealing with people that can't say anything but rude remarks I just had enough. I wish I could say I feel better today, well I kind of do no fever and the cramped tummy is gone I could go back to sleep again but I won't I will fight it or I won't sleep at all tonight. It's been not a very happy place around my home in the last couple months, after the car died we found another car from a friend that we could have for free so we had a go at getting it going, first the key was lost then I had a friend take the passenger lock out to have a key made 20 bucks there then we go to the car and the battery is dead no prob we boosted it got it started checked all the fluids and got in to drive it home and the breaks were seized so go home again without the car, friend got the tired to move, we head over and try to start it again and battery dead no prob boost it again drive it home and cleaned it up, it's been sitting for 2 years, hubby gets into it to go to work in the morning starts fine he gets to work and tries to come home and dead again so there it sits again for a day, put a new clamp on the battery charge it for an hour, hubby goes to go to work and dead so I have had enough, thank god we can have it towed away for free cause I am not putting anymore money into it then I already have plus in a month we will be getting a newer car from my niece, so I said enough hubby will just have to get a cab or walk at this point I don't care I am so fed up plus the guy that was a good friend I thought blew up at me over the car that just topped everything off, so no wonder I had to shut down for a bit. Funny cause hubby came home from work and crawled into bed with me and he also slept for 3 hours, I guess he has been stressed out also, it's a pain in the ass that he has to take a cab but by the time we try and figure out what is going on with the car it will be time to insure the new one, bonus is we haven't been able to eat out for dinner cause we haven't had a car hahahahahaha both of us have lost some weight him more then me as usual men tend to lose faster then woman another injustice lol .  I did spend almost 3 hours cleaning up around the co-op a could days ago, we have way to many pine tree's especially since it's usually me who has to clean all that crap up so I can mow the lawn, some days I think I am not charging enough lol. Two days ago I had to put one of my rabbit's down poor old girl she was ready to go, that was the icing on the cake for me, I have a very hard time when one of my animals passes they are my kids but it's a blessing when they are sick that they go so fast, she was sick the night before and by morning she was ready to go, such a pretty rabbit all white but with blue eyes amazing eyes she will be missed by me and the two boy's left Sammy and Kerplunkathunk they know she is gone I always show who is still here that they have died i think it helps them adjust easier, or maybe it just helps me adjust easier either way it's good. Think I will get my butt up and go outside for a bit get a bit of sun try and feel human again......

Where have I been? lol

It's been awhile since I have wrote not because there hasn't been stuff going on just because I haven't been able to write because of mood and stress but today I felt like plucking a few words down. Let me tell you what has been going on ,  our car decided it has had enough and broke enough that we just couldn't fix it anymore lol, my hubby was at work and on his way home the tire was rubbing so he says to himself no prob I will just drive slower, well 3 blocks from home the tire starts to smoke and he just keeps going even slower, he makes it to the top of our driveway and the tire blows so he drags the car to the carport and there it sat till the tow truck came and took my putt putt away. I had a good laugh because it is usually me who is in the cars when they break down, he had not only blown the tire but both tire rods broke because the tire had seized hahahahaha, oh well I was expecting the car to go soon with no muffler and the lights only working sometimes it was time for her to go. So here I am looking for a car a very cheap car because I only had $500.00 left for my computer and a friend of mine says why don't you come get my car it's been sitting and it's free, so I was like great I can use a bit of the money to get it going again and have some left for me in theory. First we couldn't find the keys, have no idea where they went, so had to have a friend come and take the passenger lock out so they could make me a key to fit the Tercel, got that done so headed over to the car and tried to start it no juice, so boost the battery and car starts, even after sitting for about 4 years it runs great so I put my plates on and get in to drive it home and put it in gear and no go lol, either the emergency break was stuck or the brakes were seized so home I go for 2 days till I can get help to figure out what is happening. Got the tires to move was rust on the drums, but I couldn't go with my friend because I wasn't feeling well, so still no car, tonight it maybe coming home I have a meeting I can't miss and the guy were the car is parked might come and get hubby and then follow him home to make sure nothing goes wrong, will have to see because my hubby is in a foul mood right now hence the hiding out in my office lol. So I will find out when I get back from my meeting about the car. In the mean time my brother calls me and asks if we found a car yet and I said why, he says cause I got one for you hahahahahahaha so my niece got married a few weeks ago and her hubby's uncle gave them a Mustang but it need a bit of work so as soon as they get the Mustang fixed we will be getting her car for very cheap, it's a 2003 Honda Civic so that should be a great car for us for the next few years, I can't wait we are going to give the Tercel to a friend who is saving up for a car so he has something to use till he can get what he wants so I am keeping my fingers crossed that everything works out for once cause our luck has not been very good.  Tonight is a big meeting for the co-op I have been looking forward to this for weeks but I find myself a bit apprehensive and nervous, it's not till 6:30 tonight and already I have nerves lol. Well that's it for today I can't stay on the computer to long because I also in the last week got heatstroke oh what fun my life is I tell ya,  wish me luck on the meeting I am sure I am going to need it ....