Monday, June 12, 2017

Slept through this day

I had the worse night ever legs jumping and cramping tummy cramping and fever and pain, went to have a hot bath at 3am settled a bit then got out went to bed and woke up at 2pm the next day, I think the stress of the last 2 months finally caught up to me, all this crap with the co-op and then our car dying and dealing with people that can't say anything but rude remarks I just had enough. I wish I could say I feel better today, well I kind of do no fever and the cramped tummy is gone I could go back to sleep again but I won't I will fight it or I won't sleep at all tonight. It's been not a very happy place around my home in the last couple months, after the car died we found another car from a friend that we could have for free so we had a go at getting it going, first the key was lost then I had a friend take the passenger lock out to have a key made 20 bucks there then we go to the car and the battery is dead no prob we boosted it got it started checked all the fluids and got in to drive it home and the breaks were seized so go home again without the car, friend got the tired to move, we head over and try to start it again and battery dead no prob boost it again drive it home and cleaned it up, it's been sitting for 2 years, hubby gets into it to go to work in the morning starts fine he gets to work and tries to come home and dead again so there it sits again for a day, put a new clamp on the battery charge it for an hour, hubby goes to go to work and dead so I have had enough, thank god we can have it towed away for free cause I am not putting anymore money into it then I already have plus in a month we will be getting a newer car from my niece, so I said enough hubby will just have to get a cab or walk at this point I don't care I am so fed up plus the guy that was a good friend I thought blew up at me over the car that just topped everything off, so no wonder I had to shut down for a bit. Funny cause hubby came home from work and crawled into bed with me and he also slept for 3 hours, I guess he has been stressed out also, it's a pain in the ass that he has to take a cab but by the time we try and figure out what is going on with the car it will be time to insure the new one, bonus is we haven't been able to eat out for dinner cause we haven't had a car hahahahahaha both of us have lost some weight him more then me as usual men tend to lose faster then woman another injustice lol .  I did spend almost 3 hours cleaning up around the co-op a could days ago, we have way to many pine tree's especially since it's usually me who has to clean all that crap up so I can mow the lawn, some days I think I am not charging enough lol. Two days ago I had to put one of my rabbit's down poor old girl she was ready to go, that was the icing on the cake for me, I have a very hard time when one of my animals passes they are my kids but it's a blessing when they are sick that they go so fast, she was sick the night before and by morning she was ready to go, such a pretty rabbit all white but with blue eyes amazing eyes she will be missed by me and the two boy's left Sammy and Kerplunkathunk they know she is gone I always show who is still here that they have died i think it helps them adjust easier, or maybe it just helps me adjust easier either way it's good. Think I will get my butt up and go outside for a bit get a bit of sun try and feel human again......

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